I miss Sonic, he made me feel loved and secure.

We found many sofas with Mum and Dad, the Sidewinder was perhaps our favourite. That was before we were joined by new ‘friends’ who talked too much and disturbed our peace together.

The Islingword has a lovely garden, with nice fake grass. When the day is too hot for walks across EBP we visit here and enjoy some quality time.

I like this place, it has lovely friendly staff and a nice rear garden. It was also a very special place for Sonic, and we often think of how much he would have loved to have seen the place reopen after covid.

Almost a year has passed since Sonic was taken from us.

Sonic would remind Daisy to light the fire when he entered the Islingword, and Daisy would always oblige with a smile.

He was a great listener, with a cheeky sense of humour. Dad and I loved him dearly πΎ ππ πΎ β¨ π―οΈ

My mum introduced me to a new companion, and it soon became clear that we had to work out some boundary issues.

Scamp is good natured, however he is subject to what mum calls “the red mist” at times. I know Dad could help him, but mum doesn’t feel comfortable with the idea.

Scampi does his best to fit in and comfort me when I feel low.

It is a lovely day, and we are hoping mum will take us out soon, or let Dad take us out. He has not been allowed to take Scamp with us yet, I think mum is afraid they will become close.

I remember this moment and my feelings on the day. I knew things had changed, and my good times were never going to be the same.
Dad has tried, and I know the difficulties he experiences reminds him of the problems he had with access in the past. I hate being a burden, and the cause of tension in the house.
Dad assures me that it is not my fault, and I can see some memories in his mind related to Sonic and his human children. Mum may call this ‘hippie s*), but we have a deep loving relationship.
I have the same condition as Sonic now, and take tablets for high blood pressure. Mum has a stressful job, and has not settled in her upstairs office yet. Jo and I feel the pressure, however there is not much we can do to help her.
Scamp is a good boy. Yes, he gets on my nerves at times. However, I know it is because he is young. I think Dad would be a good influence on him, and he would appreciate a bit of male company and guidance on a walk πΎ π
My Mum called Dad and they talked a little this week, which gave me some hope for the days to come. It looks like a sensible conversation may happen next week, before mummy and Jo go out for lunch in the sun βοΈ and my Wolf πΊ kin can spend some time with me in the garden.
Dad really needs to find a friend with a car who would like to spend time with us. I know he is looking β€οΈ πΎ π―οΈ
To be continued…
