A State Of Mind
He looked at the ‘States of the World’ which had ‘devolved’ while he was away, and considered how he might now ‘protect and serve’ humanity.
The USA had elected a trumped up leader, and political parties across the globe looked for their opportunity to join him on the world stage. Corporations were really setting the political landscape, the rest was all for show.
Masking
He felt alone, masking his discomfort with the world. There was some comfort in finding kindred souls, who could see through the drama and variety, and he could join them in laughter for short periods of time. However, reality would always come knocking and he would find himself back in the ‘Real World’ feeling a little dazed and confused.
The world is mad he knew, and lunatics have taken over the asylum. He could medicate and join them in their Mental Matrix; designed to shape beliefs, or he could look to escape their rule.
Born free, and ruled by consent.
“Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away, now I need a place to hide away…”
The lyrics of an old Beatles song had started to play in his mind. There was no turning it off, and to make matters worse it was on repeat until something else could take his attention.
Running With Wolves
At night he could leave his body sleeping, and take another form. He could astral project, find a suitable host, experience another mind and look to effect change. He could also simply enjoy being someone else for a while, and take a short break from being himself.
This practice caused him some problems, as he looked to reconcile different mindsets, thoughts and beliefs. He also risked quantum entanglement, and losing everything.
Blind as a Bat
A physical concern also existed, he was losing his sight to a silent thief. It was painless, physically.
His other senses had become more sensitive, in order to compensate.
In his Shell
As a child his father would try to encourage him to ‘come out of his shell’. He is ‘very sensitive’, his father would tell people. When he was born he would ‘fit into the palm of my hand’ was another expression used frequently by his father.
He was a surviving twin incubated for months, and his neurological pathways linked both hemispheres of his brain in a very subtle manner. He knew a condition could easily become a ‘disorder’; ASC to ASD if not managed correctly.
Autism Spectrum Condition (ASC)
Taking things literally had served him well in the world of Mainframe Computing, and Commercial Contract Management. He had also served as a Governance Manager in finance, before the fire.
Events in his life finally led to an Autistic Burnout, and now he was looking to rise like a phoenix 🐦🔥 one more time.
Following the suicides of two people who all too briefly touched his life, he had come out of his shell to step into another kind of Governance role as a volunteer.
He was still adjusting, and his neurological pathways were still growing to try and align with the changes.
He told himself it was all happening to enhance his awareness, and support his spiritual evolution.
Yesterday he dressed for a meeting with the Autism Partnership Board (APB), and found himself back in a corporate setting looking at a framework being designed to support an Integrated Care System.
The day took its toll, his senses were overwhelmed and he felt ‘out of phase’ with the world around him.
It was nearly time to return to his bat cave for some rest. He could retreat from the world to watch his memories and thoughts dance on the walls inside his skull like Plato, and try to map the connections.
The challenges of a new day would rise with the sun, and he would need energy if he was to be ready to take a ‘leap of faith’ and join the NHS LEAP program.
Lionesses of the NHS
There was another presence in the sky, her soft vibrations reaching him as she also struggled with her day in human form.
She is a Lionesses he thought, as the awareness she shared took form in his mind, and the patterns on his wall began to shift again.
The Bat Symbol 🦇 was in the sky, and a Governor needed his help. Quickly he rose to his feet, jumped on his Bat Bike and made his way across the city… ✨
To be continued…
Identropy 